I got a job!
My anxiety hasn't stopped.
Why hasn't my anxiety stopped?
BECAUSE I GOT A JOB.
You see. My anxiety was driven by the fact that I didn't have a job. Now my anxiety is being driven because I do have a job but I need to try something new and different and change is hard, scary, and according to my anxiety: devastating.
Anxiety is mean.
On the bright side though, I won't be unemployed!
On the downside though: CHANGE IS HARD.
LITERALLY. This is all I've got for today. I'm stuck. I am stuck in an anxiety rut and I can't get out.